For Once

For once.

For once, it would be nice to be treated.
I love surprises 

For once, it would be nice for it to be the right time.
Its always the wrong time.

For once, it would be nice to feel secure.
Its never mine.

For once, it would be nice to feel safe.
I'm always on guard.

For once, it would be nice to be welcome with open arms.
Rejection for no reason.

For once, it would be nice to be the only one.
Its always a" her".

For once, it would be nice to have something strong.
Bonds that are always easily broken.

For once, it would be nice to not have to ask.
Ill just know.

For once, it would be nice to be accepted flaws and all.
God forbid I don't accept yours.

For once, it would be nice to not have to play games.
I guess I'm not hard enough to get.

For once, it would be nice to be able to walk away.
There's nothing for me here.

-Ebony 03/23/2014 ;)