No Sleep

I can't get no damn sleep.
I'm so fucking tired.
Go to bed at 8, wake up at 9, 10, 11, and so on, ever since I was fired.

Funny thing, the midnight shift.

You're up all night, can't fall asleep in the day.
However, I did get my sleep then, somehow, I found a way.

But nowadays, I just can't get any fucking sleep. 

What the hell.

Look, life without sleep is worse than a break up.
Those two, three, four hours of no damn sleep ...You just can't make up.

Just ugly bags under my eyes.

I took a load Nyquil last night to fall asleep.
But i still woke up, just drunk, the damn medicine didn't keep.

Now I'm up, drunk, and annoyed.

Cant get up, or walk, tingly all over.
Feeling heavy from the Nyquil, but not sleepy, and definitely not sober.

It always worked for me, now I'm pissed! Not only about the hours of nap I have missed.

But because that means that something might actually be wrong.
I don't want to go to the doctor, but maybe he'll prescribe me something strong.

I have never in my life been a fan of what I believe is evil, the pill. But after Motrin for my period, for sleep, to get that drug, I would kill.

Not for real.
I won't give in.

But damn, what I wouldn't fucking give, to actually sleep in.

-Ebony 03/09/2014 ;)